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TILA'S. DEATH. NOW.

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There is so much fail in this video clip, you have to laugh. I adoooo… Read more

Academics and the Lolita Within...haha

1 mo ago

Everyone finds themselves nostalgic for certain periods in their life… Read more

Breathe Me...

1 mo ago

Sia- "Breathe Me..." (I am just too too whatever for a true journal b… Read more

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	Mark as Spam skintight: 07/05/2008 4:17 PM WHERE YOU AT HOE
	Mark as Spam skintight: 07/03/2008 8:09 PM I was wondering why the hell I was getting " [System Message] User is not available." while it said you were still logged on. Balls. Fuck yr mom, dwnld Pince Caspian.
	Mark as Spam skintight: 07/03/2008 3:05 PM I was forced away against my will, I apologize. Have you watched Prince Caspian yet!??! I was going through withdrawal symptoms while in Long Island.
	Mark as Spam seb: 07/03/2008 3:03 PM Hello stranger; long time no see. I'm OK at the moment things are; dare I say awesome, but if you'd asked the same question about a month ago I would've bored you with my whininess. Who got Buzzmaker status? Me? OMG there must have been a mistake; excuse me while I write a long letter to the mayor. To be honest I think it would be a great idea for us to divorced, because on the 22 July Im celebrating one year of being sober & Im going to celebrate by thinking about having relationships again (not that I have to, but the option is going to be open again).
	Mark as Spam roflcopter: 07/03/2008 12:43 AM YOU CREEPER! : o Noise with the boiz? I can dig it. Myspace, PSHAW! Who uses myspace anymore? People like youuu! Nothing really, I'm planning a movie night that involves Across the Universe and Help! Most of my friends are on vacation though. xD Lucky duckies. Psssh, I wish. It's been pretty silent lately. OH! A friend of mine did give my phone number out claiming it was Brendon Urie and that started an argument, people are so rude anymore! :O YOU TOO!?!? And that right there was my 'please to give me cake?' face.
	Mark as Spam roflcopter: 07/03/2008 12:02 AM ...WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!?!? You shouldn't have a life outside of Buzznet! And, by the way, that story...I literally rofled, but it was more like robl. Because the bed was softer than the floor. See, I've learned a few new things!
	Mark as Spam rockinponda: 07/01/2008 6:04 PM Hey! I'm doing pretty well, although I'm not sure if I would be able to pass for Jay anymore! Maybe with a wig.... I'm temporarily unemployed until the school year starts, which is really nice. Like summer vacation! How are you? Have things started going better?
	Mark as Spam skintight: 07/01/2008 11:32 AM I AM PASSING YOU THE CHRONIC. http://isohunt.com/torrent_details/43663...
	Mark as Spam skintight: 06/29/2008 4:52 PM Not really. I'm all over it. I'm all about hot men with foreign accents these days. & folk punk. I really fucking like folk punk.
	Mark as Spam clintcatalyst: 06/28/2008 9:17 PM Baby, text me the number where I can reach you, and when... ♥ Miss You; Love You...and laughed the F-Bomb outta your comment. Tryin' to see if I can email you a 'hot tip' for some EPIC LURKING LULZ. If I'm unable, you better asterisk that shit, as you will LOVE, LOVE, LOOOVE IT. Trust!

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melodya
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29 years old

My Head Hurts...

No Longer L.A...The Desert Somewhere... CA
United States

Sign: Leo

Url: http://myspace.com/idliketokillyou

Buzznet Original

Shout Out

"Hurt"

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way